Im married n been that way for 8yrs i think. I will say this though. My wife dont mind me bein gone as long as the money is good n i wouldnt go if it werent good. It also wouldnt matter if she didnt want me to go, my answer to that would b. there the door, pack up n get out. She does miss me, but both her n i would rathr b completely debt free for a change instead of livin payck to payck. I dont have i guess much of a soul or heart since im not attached to much with my wife or son, but he dont care to spend time so i dont even worry bout him. I go on as if he aint even alive. With this economy, its all bout the benjimans for me rite now.
I'll just flat say it. This may very possibly be the saddest post I've ever read. Are you a man? Take the Xbox away. Teach your son some responsibility. Spend quality time with your family. Give them a reason to love and respect you. Choosing to make a buck over family only works for the employer in the long run. Everyone else involved suffers long term. You've posted some "off the rocker" stuff on here, but that post just made me feel very sorry for you. I'll eat leftovers behind the local deli with my family on a nightly basis before I place the almighty dollar ahead of them. I will pray, and I mean pray hard for you and your family. I truly mean every word I just posted.
