meg my best advice is to understand that the lord has a plan for you. had the same plan since the day you were born. that 1.5 years yall are tryin is not your time yet. it will come believe me, just get the right time and place.
now the horse, i would show her none the less. if they dock cause of an accident then they need to replace the judge not the horse
ive gotta say tho, im strugglin to make ends meet here too. im up at 7am only to get to bed at 1 am. 5 days a week and both jobs are very physically demanding. not a complaint but with the way things are i cant spend time with my family and mentally cant stand that.
keep your head up honey and keep plowin ahead.
"A Sunflower won't grow overnight"- my late grandmother
