....for what I call hoghunting blues? When ever we have a hunt planned for an upcoming weekend the week seems to drag by. I keep telling myself, " c'mon weekend!". Finally thursday gets here and I can barely contain myself. All I can think about is turning the dogs loose..... and then something will happen to cause the hunt to be cancelled!
I cant stand it! First I get mad, then I can feel a pain deep in my chest, an actual physical pain. I pace, I cant sleep. Its horrible! I wonder if im having a panic attack or something! Then I start thinking that its going to be another long week before I have a chance to go again. I spend the whole week mourning the hunt that was cancelled.
Logging on to ETHD helps a little but its not a cure.
Yep, you got it real bad dj. But, I consider it a good thing. It's a burning desire for something that you are extremely passionate about.
I've felt the same way about a few things in life but sum people never get to feel that passionate about anything. It's kinda funny, but I'm not making fun of you, but all those symptoms is a sign of anxiety. When every thing goes according to plan,and you do get to go you must be one happy gal.
