Charles...I am partially replying to your last post and also to the many posts you have written on this site...at the beginning you alarmed me to your radical views and thought that you were a very bad person...LOL...but as I got to know more about you I totally changed my mind and I think you are a great person...I also believe you wear a shield that you acquired somewhere along the way as a survival tool...you choose to look at the glass as 1/2 full and not as half empty...many folks would have been very angry with the upbringing you had but you used it as a positive in your life which is probably a good thing...you probably take your pills due to your upbringing and maybe other reasons as well...but as I already mentioned...somehow you have used it to motivate you to excel like you have been doing...I also know you are a pretty smart feller by what you have posted in the past...