Charles...I am partially replying to your last post and also to the many posts you have written on this site...at the beginning you alarmed me to your radical views and thought that you were a very bad person...LOL...but as I got to know more about you I totally changed my mind and I think you are a great person...I also believe you wear a shield that you acquired somewhere along the way as a survival tool...you choose to look at the glass as 1/2 full and not as half empty...many folks would have been very angry with the upbringing you had but you used it as a positive in your life which is probably a good thing...you probably take your pills due to your upbringing and maybe other reasons as well...but as I already mentioned...somehow you have used it to motivate you to excel like you have been doing...I also know you are a pretty smart feller by what you have posted in the past...
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actually i stopped taking my pills because they make me lightheaded and dizzy if i go from a laying or sitting position, to a standing.
yes, i come off strong so to speak, but thats the way i was raised, speak your mind, even if it offends at first, if they have any sense at all, they can digest the info and actually put it into words they can understand. i don't have a filter on my mouth, which has proved painful at times growing up and in the workforce, but again, i speak my peace, i say whats on my mind. yes, i am a pessimist, and learned that, if a person always look at the positive in any or everything, and sees more negatives than positives, then the person will lean towards the negative side of life. but yet a person who looks at the negatives constantly and sees the positives, it provides a glimmer of light/hope in life, instead of the glimmer gloom the constant optimist sees.